Saturday, August 4, 2012

Sometimes You Have To Create Your Own Rainbow


I said at the beginning of this year "This is the year of Moving Forward!" I was not going to go another year and be in the same spot. Every decision or reflection has been made by asking myself, "Is this moving forward?" It has helped so much and also made me very aware of how I often live in fear. Fear of change. Fear of loss. Fear of mistake.  Fear of confrontation. Fear of rejection. One cannot move forward when living in fear! It's exhausting. I have found myself sitting in silence thinking there was no solution until I asked myself if the action was going to result in moving forward. Often the answer was no so I knew what I needed to do.  The more I have moved forward the more confidence I have found in myself.  Myself. Self. She has been dormant for a long time. It was as if she awoke and realized she had enough rain and was ready for some sun to shine.  



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